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| ClarksonsRiders | Jan 6 2011, 05:15:08 AM Post #1 |
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Well, it seems my life is coming to a close. I'll be honest with you guys, my real life sucks. I have no friends, I'm constantly insulted every day when I'm at school, my parents think of me as a failure, and so I turn to Xbox and the internet for asylum. Now it seems that's gone too, as tonight, four people who I considered my friends on Xbox Live proceeded to verbally abuse me brutally for a good while, and then laughed at me when I took it seriously. Nobody seems to care about me in life, and so I'm ending it. Even here on the FLMS I'm not well liked. Bam flatout hates me, many people subtly dislike or patronize or ignore me, and overall I don't feel welcome here either. So, I'm going to be killing myself tonight. Not sure how, but I am, that is certain Please, don't take it personally guys, but it seems the only things in life I enjoyed have turned on me as well, and so I have nothing to life for. Good bye, and enjoy your lives more than I enjoyed mine. Carlsons aka John |
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| michel944 | Jan 6 2011, 06:51:50 AM Post #2 |
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What the heck are you saying, come on ! I'm sure a couple million children around the world would switch their lives with yours right away ! If you can't make friends it may be because you have an attitude problem or you simply don't know how to deal with people but you can get professional advice about this ! There are therapists that can help you get yourself some tools to go through the tough times, they studied for that so at least give them a reason to not think they are useless !
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| ClarksonsRiders | Jan 6 2011, 07:04:44 AM Post #3 |
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I've just been going through a ton of depression lately. It really goes up and down. I can have wonderful days, and then terrible ones right after. I try my best to actually make friends, but mostly my relatively bad looks and "nerd" status kill my chances. I really don't know what to do in life sometimes. |
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| Jonny | Jan 6 2011, 10:38:25 AM Post #4 |
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James is the bestest.
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Think about what you're saying Carlsons. If you're truly unhappy, there are people you can talk to. That is not the answer. |
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| SoloRedDevil | Jan 6 2011, 10:58:54 AM Post #5 |
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Carlsons I know we have had disagreements in the past but your still an ok guy . When you say bam flat out hates you, he doesn't hate you he just doesn't get on with some people in the series, and thats life. But you should be welcome here in the flms, nobody hates you as such, might be cos your new or something I dunno. DON'T DO THIS THOUGH although life may seem pretty bad at the moment it will get better and you have to believe this. Everyone feels down at times and you have to ride the storm sometimes and then after a while it gets better. If you don't get on with your parents, talk to them about why they are upset with you etc. Talking always eases pain. Just don't do this though. I garauntee you WILL regret it. |
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| xVampirAx | Jan 6 2011, 01:50:08 PM Post #6 |
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carlsons i personally have been through a lot of stuff over the years and also tried to kill myself but i soon realised that if i did then those who loved me would miss me.trust me carlsons when i was despessed i didnt have xbox to help me..but i got through it and now im a better person for it.remember this if you good things then good things will happen to you but if you bad things then bad things will happen to you... |
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| SoloRedDevil | Jan 6 2011, 07:26:58 PM Post #7 |
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I'm worried.
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| hammer fhb | Jan 6 2011, 07:35:41 PM Post #8 |
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Life isn't all that bad mate. Honestly, we don't know how lucky we are. There are teenagers your age in places like Africa and around in the Middle East who suffer loads more. You know they don't have stuff like Xbox, TV and that, and they just spend their life trying to find money, being beaten and caring for their family. Where as over in Canada, theres always support for you. Like Michel said, talk to people who know. Because, God calls people into heaven when their time has come, and your best years of your life are probably lying in front of you. It's not the answer just killing yourself. Think about it. EDIT: I know you've reconsidered, so do the right thing and get on the forums and explain yourself. Edited by hammer fhb, Jan 13 2011, 09:40:03 PM.
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| CQR Shifty | Jan 6 2011, 07:38:06 PM Post #9 |
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John, This isn't the right thing to do, there is plenty of professionals out there to help you through this tough time. Heck i reckon everyone on here would too! And of course you are very welcome to talk to any of us here! Bill Gates did a speech on 11 rules in life Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one. I reckon most people are called nerds on here, even i have been called a nerd numerous times, i ignore them all. Haters gonna hate in my opinion! But importantly Carlsons. It will be a big mistake! I hope i see you back on these forums soon! |
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| Jimmy | Jan 6 2011, 07:52:33 PM Post #10 |
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I'm high can't get me down like a hard on!
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holy? what the, this is serious ? D: im speechless ? |
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| SoloRedDevil | Jan 6 2011, 10:32:48 PM Post #11 |
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I know it may seem really immature of me but I'm really starting to get worried about him and until he gets on here I'm going to be wondering whether he's done it or not. I really hope not. I feel really sorry for people who think they've got nothing left. I'm sure everyone else is worried too and I'm sorry for being selfish about advertising my worries. If anyone needs to talk it over with me send me a "pm". I'll be happy to help. Lets keep this community strong at worrying times ey? |
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| Y0SSARIANUK | Jan 7 2011, 01:19:11 AM Post #12 |
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I'm not, I drink enough to give people other things to talk about. It's the way forward. Edit: Although my post was deleted, I maintain that he won't go though with this, and if he does, it's stupid. Get over yourself and think about everyone else, regardless of what you think, your family will suffer if you do anything as retarded as this, it doesn't just effect you. Edited by Y0SSARIANUK, Jan 7 2011, 01:20:39 AM.
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| BlackRuckus05 | Jan 7 2011, 02:16:30 AM Post #13 |
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fiddlesticks.... I wish you could meet my Es-La teacher Life is a struggle and if you have no problems, it's not normal... You would just end up being a selfish asshole with no heart just hating everyone and feeling superior... I mean, getting through this would surely give you a better understanding of life and help you appreciate it... It's not everybody who are hating's dumbasses, I reckon that there are many of them but man, you have too try and just hang on to life, there's too many thing that you did not do to blow it all away... Anyway, I just hope you change your mind about this... And stop saying you're a loser or something 'cause I don't believe in losers, only people who have their own problems... Edited by BlackRuckus05, Jan 7 2011, 02:17:18 AM.
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| Velox Rusty | Jan 7 2011, 02:38:52 AM Post #14 |
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Mate, i know ive never spoke to you before, nor have i met you, but this threadt struck a chord with me and made alarmbells ring. I have been, and in some ways i still am in your position. I have suffered deppresion for many years, and have been diagnosed with Bi-polar, basicly Manic depressant, it was triggered when i was about 18/19, I had trouble at work, Trouble at home and not realy had many friends a few years later i lost my job, and my GF and the problems at home continued to grow, with the same whole, Failure attitude put on me. I thought bout doing what your thinking about, but mate, its no the way to go. Things finally started to get better when i landed a small job in a shop, (be it a sugar job, it was still a job) shortly after that other things started to slowly pick up! I now have a new band, New friends, another new job and new GF, and other new things, but my dad still thinks im a massive failure, no matter what i do. my hell lasted years, but when it starts to go right, its one of the greatest feeling ever, as it makes you so much stronger. What im trying to say is, Your not alone, many people have gone, and are going through what your going through, but ending it is NOT the answer!! Grit your teeth mate, and knuckle down, things, in givven time, will pick up. Once you have one good thing going, it spurs you on!! Just cos your friends are over XBL doenst make it any different, a friend is a friend!! i have RL friends, but people like Riot, Senna and Polaris are just some of my best mates, and thats only through XBL. Try and find someone you can talk too!! it helps TRUST ME!!! Keep your chin up mate!! I hope to here from you soon!! If you ever wanna talk, send me a FR or a simple PM, and im sure their are many others too!! Rusty |
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| SoloRedDevil | Jan 7 2011, 03:06:48 AM Post #15 |
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I love this community. We are a tight bunch! |
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| Y0SSARIANUK | Jan 7 2011, 08:14:16 AM Post #16 |
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| Jimmy | Jan 7 2011, 08:28:31 AM Post #17 |
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I'm high can't get me down like a hard on!
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This is worrying..... |
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| SoloRedDevil | Jan 7 2011, 11:44:42 AM Post #18 |
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He was on this morning. |
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| xVampirAx | Jan 7 2011, 04:36:21 PM Post #19 |
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as long as you keep them beliving that life is more important than taking youre own life then hopefully they will start to undersrtand that killing youre self is not the thing to do. carlsons you need speak to someone who will be able to help you through these tough times. pm me or talk to me online. |
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. When you say bam flat out hates you, he doesn't hate you he just doesn't get on with some people in the series, and thats life. But you should be welcome here in the flms, nobody hates you as such, might be cos your new or something I dunno. 
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